Wednesday, February 6, 2019
Today, in Mercy, we taste the “bitter root”.
Paul writes to the Hebrews:
See to it that no one
be deprived of the grace of God,
that no bitter root spring up and cause trouble,
through which many may become defiled.
In our Gospel, Luke writes to his community
So Jesus was not able to perform any mighty deed in his hometown,
… He was amazed at their lack of faith.
So what is this bitter root that robs a heart of faith, forgiveness, trust, hope and love?
Think of the things we humans bury deep in our souls, before they can be seen, named and confronted. Naïvely, we think that hiding them will make them disappear.
We bury our:
These buried irritants never disappear. They thicken under the surface, choking the possibility of new life — of Grace. These “bitter roots” steal our spiritual health and cripple the Holy Spirit within us. They deprive the community of our vigor and life.
It is so necessary and important for us to bring these tangled undergrowths to light! It is so necessary and important for us to be the loving community that offers understanding, healing, listening and love.
How do we uncover and release these hidden poisons? Prayer, of course, can help us, and the gentle discipline of honesty with ourselves; the natural self-revelation of a trusted friendship, the insights of spiritual direction and retreat, and, sometimes, the professional accompaniment of a counselor.
Mary Oliver, beloved poet, describes a buried darkness in her own life in this poem “The Uses of Sorrow”:
Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand that this too, was a gift.
As part of the faith community, we need to contribute to that place of trust and friendship that invites others to work through their darknesses. Healing is not magic. It comes through the tenderness, patience, honesty, awareness and encouragement of the surrounding community, as well as through our own courage. We need that community ourselves, and we need to be that community for others.
Music: Ubi Caritas (Where Charity and Love prevail, there is God.)