Saturday of the Thirtieth Week in Ordinary Time
October 29, 2022
Today, in God’s Lavish Mercy, we pray with Psalm 42, oh and what a lovely gift it is!
As the deer longs for the running waters,
so my soul longs for you, O God.Psalm 42:2
Dear friends, hasn’t every one of us known this longing – just to understand, to see, to be at one with the ways of God in our lives, our world….
Paul, in today’s passage to the Philippians, is feeling tremendous pressures of persecution and fatigue. He seems to share that deep longing for certainty and peace:
I long to depart this life and be with Christ, ….
Yet this I know with confidence,
that I shall remain and continue
in the service of all of you
for your progress and joy in the faith…Philippians 3:23-24
As we pray with Psalm 42 today, we might ask God to come into our deepest longing, to open our hearts to the Divine Presence in those desires, to help us to find the Face of God in our daily experience, to love that Face, and to rest in the peace in its Presence:
Athirst is my soul for God, the living God.
When shall I go and behold the face of God?
Poems: Poems I wrote on two past retreats:
Location This wood on this morning; these birds singing; these plaintive calls from boats along the Mississippi, through this crystal Sunday air; This moment among all others, which You have known eternally, when I would pause, and You, like a deer in stillness, shedding camouflage, would step out to gaze at me.
Love Gaze Caught in the ferocious wind of my own inadequacies, I cling by finest web to the energy You are, fixing my soul on yours in that precarious holding. You are the magnet, gathering all my emptiness beyond itself. As if my fears were only stones to tread upon, You come into the marshes of my life as stillness, paused and vibrating like a deer among the reeds in half-light. I cannot word what it is to swim in the deep pool of your Eyes. All the universe, and all my understanding turn aside in reverent silence.
Music: As the Deer – David Nevue