Wednesday of the Twelfth Week in Ordinary Time
June 26, 2019
Today, in Mercy, our reading from Genesis invites us further into the gift of our faith.
We see God break into Abram’s life through a vision.
“Fear not!”, God says.
I am your shield;
I will make your reward very great.”
So Abram must have been a little frightened when God decided to visit him here. But why?
What Abram was nervous about was this: despite God’s earlier promise to him, Abram and Sarai were still childless – barren. In fact, he was so concerned that God would not prove true to the promise, that he was making plans about his own future without God’s help.
… if I keep on being childless
(I will) have as my heir
the steward of my house, Eliezer…
Abram was a very practical guy. His newly-sprouted faith expected practical, even instant results. It would take some time for Abraham to grow into a faith rooted in relationship rather than signs; to realize that faithful relationship is for the long run, not the immediate answer.
God helps Abram to understand this long, deep view.
God took him outside and said:
“Look up at the sky and count the stars, if you can.
Just so,” he added, “shall your descendants be.”
Abram looked at these stars, made and sustained by God’s hand. He saw that this God Who was inviting him to relationship was beyond time, beyond numbering, beyond human definitions – boundless in life, mercy and love. And so, letting go of his need for concreteness and Immediacy,
Abram put his faith in the LORD,
who credited it to him
as an act of righteousness.
Today’s scripture may lead us consider our own relationship with God, God’s promise in our life, how we are being drawn beyond our limited expectations. Is there a place of barrenness, an unmet need, a broken expectation shaking our heart or spirit? Let’s ask to abandon all these things to God’s love.
We might even want “to go outside” ourselves, literally or figuratively, asking God to teach us how God’s Presence in our life is infinite, even beyond the stars – if we have a faithful heart to see.
Music: Beyond the Moon and Stars – Dan Schutte